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[gallowseyes]

He's only trying to help. He's still not able to cook more than eggs and toast successfully on his own without supervision, but he likes trying to help when Lee is cooking. He's chopping the ingredients for a salad when he slips, the knife biting into the side of his finger. He drops it, helping, immediately bringing his hand up to his mouth. It's not a big wound, but it's deep and the blood wells up scarlet.

"Fuck."

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[gallowseyes]

They both know he is, but he nods anyway, his cheek rubbing against the mattress.

"Use me however you want," he says, rocking his hips back. "I'll take it."

[atehimrightup]

“I know you will. You’re always so good for me,” Lee tells him in a low rumble of a voice, carefully adding a thirds finger in alongside the toy, eyes widening a little at the stretch of him. “So fucking good.”

He pulls his fingers free and grabs the lube, drizzling some directly onto George’s hole, and then more onto his cock. After one stroke to slick it, Lee shuffles forward a bit and lifts the end of the toy where it’s inside George, then positions the head of his cock just below it, nudging it against his wet hole.

“I saw your face when we fucked Alex together,” Lee breathes out, carefully pushing the head of his cock in alongside the toy, stretching him wide and letting out a shuddering breath. “Saw how bad you wanted to be stretched open like that, baby. And I always take care of you, don’t I?”

[gallowseyes]

George's eyes widen when he realises what's happening, what Lee's in the process of doing. It doesn't hurt, not exactly, and it doesn't even feel as big as the time Lee worked a while fist into him. Still, it's a lot to deal with, and his breath hitches.

"You do," he says, shifting his hips experimentally. "You always do."

[atehimrightup]

“That’s all I wanna do,” Lee breathes out. Forever, if you’ll let me. Please let me.

Lee puts one hand on the small of George’s back, rubbing soothing circles with his thumb and making encouraging noises as he slowly presses his cock in as deep as he can, eyes rolling back at the buzz of the toy alongside it. Not to mention how fucking tight George is. He’s always so tight, no matter how many times Lee fucks him. But this is unreal.

“Fuck, that’s good,” he murmurs, shifting his weight so that the base of the toy is wedged in next to his cock, slipping out and sinking back in with each slow roll of his hips, hands falling to George’s hips and squeezing at the meat there, dragging him back with each thrust. “You’re perfect.”

[gallowseyes]

It's hard to think past how full he feels, past the slow, steady thrust of Lee's cock and the toy inside him. He can't really move, between the spreader bar and one wrist still tied to the bed, but he reaches back with his unfastened hand and squeezes whatever part of Lee that he can reach.

"Not just me," he says.

[atehimrightup]

When Lee notices George reaching for him, he places his palm over the back of George’s hand and threads their fingers together, leaning over George’s back to pin their joined hands to the bed. He presses kisses to his shoulder while rocking his hips, and even with the toys it all feels so romantic, somehow.

But that’s them, isn’t it? Sex and love and trust are all so entwined.

“You’re biased,” Lee teases in a low voice, sucking and biting a bruise into the top of George’s shoulder where there’s a pale dusting of freckles from summer days spent together out in the sunshine. George looks so beautiful in the sunlight, like he’s glowing.

“Tell me how it feels,” he murmurs, panting against the nape of George’s neck, gripping hard at his hip. It’s a slow pace, with shallow nudges of his cock, and the buzz makes him breathless.

[gallowseyes]

"And you're not?" asks George, breathless and laughing, giddy and grounded by Lee's weight against him. "It feels ..full. But not in the same way as when it was your whole hand. He squirms his hips experimentally. "I don't think I've ever felt anything quite like it."

[atehimrightup]

“Of course not,” Lee replies with a giddy laugh of his own, dropping his forehead to the back of George’s neck when he swivels his hips. He grinds forward, thrusting shallowly as the base of the toy digs his skin.

“You know I love to hear that,” he says with a soft chuckle, sliding his free hand up George’s side, under his arm where it’s stretched over his head and back down again. “You want to keep going like this or do you want it to be just me?”

He bites at the back of George’s neck, more of a sharp nip than anything else. A promise, maybe. “Tell me what you want, baby. And I’ll give it to you.”

[gallowseyes]

George thinks about it and, for a handful of seconds, the only sound in the room is skin on skin, obscene and gorgeous.

"You," he says, finally, much as he loves being this full. "Just you. That's what I want."

[atehimrightup]

Lee would have been fine with either answer but he’s especially pleased with the one he gets. He smiles against George’s shoulder, kissing there as he draws his hips back. His cock and the toy both slip out of him and Lee turns the toy off and tosses it aside, taking a moment to appreciate just how open and wet George is before he presses his cock back inside of him.

He stares at the back of George’s neck, opening his mouth and closing it again as he rolls his hips. But then he thinks of George’s stern voice during their spat in the kitchen. He’s allowed to ask for things he wants.

He isn’t too much. Not for George. Not yet.

“Can I— is it okay if I do one more?” He asks breathlessly, sounding as timid as he ever does during sex, like it’s taking great effort to get the words out. He groans softly, sinking into the welcoming heat of George’s body and drawing a fingertip lightly across the nape of his neck. “Here?”

[gallowseyes]

Lee can't see his face, with the angle that they're at, but George smiles, bright and genuine, when Lee asks, halting as it is, so obviously nervous. He nods, dropping his head to bare the nape of his neck more. "Yes. Of course." He'd always say yes. He hopes Lee knows that.

[atehimrightup]

George lowers his head and Lee whines, hips jerking as he buries himself deep inside George and reaches for the blade again. He has to take a deep breath to steady his hands, then leans forward to slice through the taut fabric holding George’s wrist to the bed, too frantic to take the time to untie it.

He slides one hand under George’s chest and hefts him up until they’re both on their knees, and the new angle makes him sink impossibly deep into George’s body. Lee kisses the side if his neck reverently, then steadies himself and carefully makes a cut at the nape of his neck. It’s a little deeper than the others, and Lee whimpers again as blood starts to seep out of the wound.

After tossing the blade back onto the nightstand, Lee wraps his arms around George’s chest and holds on, one hand pressed firmly over his heart as he licks at the cut with a low, guttural moan. Flavor explodes across his tongue and Lee fixes his mouth there, sucking as he fucks George hard and fast, rutting up into him with a possessive growl.

[gallowseyes]

The position makes him feel a little vulnerable, unstable as he feels on his knees, but Lee's got a tight hold on him, and George trusts him so completely. He whimpers at the feeling of Lee's mouth on the nape of his neck, the small, sharp pain of him sucking on the open cut as he fucks him, hard enough to rock him forward on his knees, his cock bobbing.

"Jesus Christ," he mumbles. "Lee."

[atehimrightup]

Lee was so worried that this was just something that George had endured for him, but it’s not. Maybe it’s just a feedback loop of his own enjoyment, but the sound he makes when Lee sucks at the wound is so indecent. It sounds like he likes it, and Lee is so turned on that he could die.

“I’ve got you, sweetheart,” Lee says when he finally tears himself away, lips stained crimson as he takes in a ragged breath. He leaves kiss prints along George’s skin like lipstick smudges, biting at the side of his neck with a whine.

“You have no idea what you do to me. You don’t even know how fucking perfect you are,” Lee pants out, keeping one hand over George’s beating heart and wrapping the other around his cock, giving him something to fuck into. “George, fuck. I love you so much. I love everything about you.”

He thrusts up hard, letting out a sound like a sob and clutching George even tighter against him. “I was too scared to say it, but I felt it. I didn’t want to be too much for you. I’m always— I’m always too much.”

[gallowseyes]

George has been told that he's perfect often enough in his life, but he's not sure that he ever really believed it, until he heard Lee say it. He groans when Lee wraps his hand around his cock, gives him something to fuck into. "You're never too much for me."

He can't imagine ever getting enough.

[atehimrightup]

Lee lets out a choked noise at that, something between a laugh and a sob, and wishes on all the stars in the sky for that to be true, that George could really know him, all of him, and still want to stay. It feels like a fantasy.

He stares at the cut on George’s neck and imagines biting his own lip bloody and kissing it again, letting their blood mix together. Just the thought of it sends him into a near frenzy, but he wouldn’t do that. There’s something wrong with his blood, something dark and insidious in it, and he would never taint George in such a way, not even with a single drop.

It will just remain another part of his fantasy.

Lee licks at the cut again, groaning and thrusting up hard. He feels close but not quite there, and he bites at the top of George’s shoulder while sliding his hands down George’s arms, lifting them up.

“Put your hands on the headboard, baby,” he rasps out, curling one of his own hands possessively around George’s hip. “Brace yourself. I’m gonna fuck you hard, okay? I want you to still feel me tomorrow.”

[gallowseyes]

It takes a moment for George to do as he's told, but only because he's so turned on that it takes him a moment to process what Lee has said to him. He does move his hands, holding onto the top of the headboard. He nods. "Do it. I can take it."

[atehimrightup]

“I know you can,” Lee breathes out, adoration evident in his voice as George leans forward. He draws one hand down the center of George’s back, leaving smears of blood down his spine and red fingerprints on his hip where Lee grips him so tightly.

He takes a breath and holds onto George’s hips as he starts to fuck him how he really wants, how they both really want, so hard that the sound of their bodies meeting seems to echo around the room. Lee experiments with angles until he finds the one that makes George yelp and then stays there, pounding into him again and again. The blood has made him feel a bit wild, wide awake and clearheaded, and absolutely certain of what he wants.

“I want you to come just like this,” Lee tells him, biting out the words as he keeps up the animalistic, rutting pace. “You always come so hard when I don’t touch your cock, baby. It’s gorgeous.”

[gallowseyes]

The slap of skin on skin is obscene, and beautiful and George groans softly, his hips rocking back to meet the thrust of Lee's cock as he shifts, trying different angles until he finds the one that hits just right, his cock grazing over that particular spot over and over again.

He nods, his head hanging forward, his fingers curled tight around the bedframe.

"I'll try. I want to."

[atehimrightup]

“You can. You will,” Lee assures him in a low voice, one hand gripping hard at George’s hip while the other rakes down his side, leaving faint pink links over his ribs. “I don’t care how long it takes.”

His stamina has always been good, but it’s almost easy to keep his own orgasm at bay when he’s so focused on George. It feels secondary when they’re like this. George is the goal, and he’ll come once he meets it.

“Would it help if I told you how perfect you feel around me? How I’d do anything for you?” He’s breathless and rambling, fucking him hard enough that he pitches forward and presses his head between George’s shoulder blades, biting hard at the sweaty skin there. “That I’d fucking kill anyone who looked at you wrong?”

It feels like too much, but George said he wasn’t and, in this moment at least, Lee believes him.

[gallowseyes]

George makes a soft, strangled sound. It's a combination of the sensory input -- Lee's nails and his mouth and his cock -- and what he says. George nods, rocking his hips back smoothly, how cock bobbing obscenely.

"Yes," he says, nodding feverishly. "Yes, that helps."

[atehimrightup]

“I would. I wanna take care of you. I want to make you so fucking happy,” Lee pants out, and the tender words are a bit of a counterpoint to how hard he’s fucking George. He curls one hand around George’s throat and puts the other low on his stomach, pressing in like he might be able to feel himself there.

“Will you come for me, baby?” He asks in a low rasp against George’s ear, resisting the urge to reach for George’s cock. It’s red and wet, dripping onto the sheets, and Lee reaches down to pinch hard at the inside of George’s pale thigh, a mimic of a bite. “Please?”

He grins and thrusts in hard against George’s prostate his as he gives the sensitive spot under the head of his cock a little flick, just one teasing touch. “

[gallowseyes]

He knows all of that, has known it for a while, but that doesn't mean he doesn't like to hear it. Lee pinches his thigh, his nails sharp and George whimpers. It's the touch to his cock that does it, sends it bouncing, and he comes hard, hitting the headboard and the pillows. They'll have to change the sheets, but they can worry about that later.

"Fuck," he says, his head hanging between his shoulders. "Thank you. I love you."

[atehimrightup]

George tenses up in his arms and Lee holds onto him, wrapping him up tightly as he comes. It’s so fucking beautiful, the way he seizes up and whimpers, shaking apart in Lee’s arms and making such a mess, and Lee knows he would die for this man and he wouldn’t even hesitate.

Lee slows his thrusts and wraps his arms around George, twisting and turning their bodies, pulling them down until they’re on their sides. He spoons up behind George and sinks in again, slower this time.

“I love you,” Lee says against the back of his neck, licking at the drying blood there and then nuzzling his nose behind George’s ear as he rolls his hips with a soft whimper. “I love fucking you when you’re like this, all soft and pliant for me, letting me use you after you’ve come.”

[gallowseyes]

George loves it like this, when he's just come and he feels almost boneless, but Lee is still inside him, still fucking him, and all he has to do is lie there, his face half turned into the pillow, a soft moan spilling out him. He reaches back with one hand, squeezes Lee's hip.

"God, you feel good."